I’m sitting here thinking all these thoughts. None of them make any sense and yet here I am - thinking, wondering, feeling. Such an intense conversation last night. I can’t be with you and I can’t be without. Nobody else will get it. The relationship that you and I have. The intense closeness that I feel when I am with you. My soul comes alive. The fire within me burns like it’s never burnt before. You, yes you. Everything is about you. I don’t care how logical my head is – it doesn’t know how much my heart wants you. For once I wish it were simple. I wish we could be together together. Not just secretly, but in public. For real.


© Amy Serafina